Hey guys,
So I've been trying this thing I call "actively being happy".... It is exactly what the name implies, just being happy. I am also making sure that I am positive at all times, so yes I did the twelve-days habit process and it has worked! But this post is not about that....this is about how I got here...
I put up a poem (in the poetry section) about how and why I lost myself at a point and how I decided to start the rebirth, for me the decision was the easiest part....the rebirth took a lot! I realized that no matter how much I tried to stand up, to move and rise above all of it I just could not do it. I had the constant internal struggle of self loathing because of one thing.....I had not yet forgiven myself.
Forgiving yourself for mistakes that you have made can go a long way to finding happiness and peace. For me it took a while to realize that life really is a learning process...funny right? We hear it every day, we see quotes every fucking day that preach about mistakes and learning from them but honestly it's easier to read and retweet or "yassss" those quotes than it is to apply them to life. It took a lot for me to forgive myself, to let go and be okay with the past being the past...it took a while for me to stop analyzing situations that weren't really as they seemed, it took a while for me to let go.
Once I came to terms with every emotion that I was feeling (which I would never admit to tho) and told myself that mistakes were not just mistakes but ladders to the next level , things started to become easier, changing and growing became easier .....even my communication with people got wayyyy easier. Basically all I am saying is we all make mistakes but dwelling and drowning ourselves in those errors will never permit growth. Drowning will definitely be easier but the rebirth is always delicious (sweeter...I want cookies :/) .
To start a new journey, you must first let go of the other map, tell yourself that the mistake has been made but you will definitely get better, forgive yourself for whatever it might have been.... Yes you should have known better, yes it was a foolish move....yes...but yes it was a mistake. You will make more mistakes in the future, yup...you will but imagine carrying all of them together at the same damn time!! You'll probably age faster that way but letting go frees your spirit. So think about it, let it go and move on.
Errrr...so yeah! I just wants to share that with you guys, hope somebody connects with this. Please share, like, comment, follow as usual... Thanks a lot for the feedback, I really appreciate it! Do come back again 🙂
I put up a poem (in the poetry section) about how and why I lost myself at a point and how I decided to start the rebirth, for me the decision was the easiest part....the rebirth took a lot! I realized that no matter how much I tried to stand up, to move and rise above all of it I just could not do it. I had the constant internal struggle of self loathing because of one thing.....I had not yet forgiven myself.
Forgiving yourself for mistakes that you have made can go a long way to finding happiness and peace. For me it took a while to realize that life really is a learning process...funny right? We hear it every day, we see quotes every fucking day that preach about mistakes and learning from them but honestly it's easier to read and retweet or "yassss" those quotes than it is to apply them to life. It took a lot for me to forgive myself, to let go and be okay with the past being the past...it took a while for me to stop analyzing situations that weren't really as they seemed, it took a while for me to let go.
Once I came to terms with every emotion that I was feeling (which I would never admit to tho) and told myself that mistakes were not just mistakes but ladders to the next level , things started to become easier, changing and growing became easier .....even my communication with people got wayyyy easier. Basically all I am saying is we all make mistakes but dwelling and drowning ourselves in those errors will never permit growth. Drowning will definitely be easier but the rebirth is always delicious (sweeter...I want cookies :/) .
To start a new journey, you must first let go of the other map, tell yourself that the mistake has been made but you will definitely get better, forgive yourself for whatever it might have been.... Yes you should have known better, yes it was a foolish move....yes...but yes it was a mistake. You will make more mistakes in the future, yup...you will but imagine carrying all of them together at the same damn time!! You'll probably age faster that way but letting go frees your spirit. So think about it, let it go and move on.
Errrr...so yeah! I just wants to share that with you guys, hope somebody connects with this. Please share, like, comment, follow as usual... Thanks a lot for the feedback, I really appreciate it! Do come back again 🙂
P.s: Happiness is really attractive....get happy!
*Auneetuh*
